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COCKRUB WARRIOR CARLOS

Carlos

Hey Bill!

Wow!!! I discovered this site by accident and I must say that I'm speechless. Those pics are amazing, I thought that I was the only one into frottage and I also thought that there was something wrong with me for the fact that most men I've come across are into anal. Now I discovered that I was right, that there wasn't anything wrong with me.

It's been very hard for me to find someone into frottage, it's just next to impossible. After my last cock to cock experience I thought that man to man sex was the same, but no, I was wrong. I read a couple of the stories and I've jerked off about 3 times.

Here is a lil story about my first and last experience I've had with cock 2 cock encounters. I'm not a writer and my English is not that good so please forgive me for the fucked up writing.

Well, my name is Carlos, I'm Puerto Rican, I've been in NY for about 10 years and I'm 31 yo. I'm 5' 7'', 145#, tan skin. My first experience was when I used to live in Puerto Rico, I was about 16 yo. In Puerto Rico is easier to have a cock to cock encounter than here in NY. Puerto Rico is always hot weather, and that's a good excuse to go to the river or the beach. My favorite was the river.

I used to cut class with my friends from school and go to the river and since it was a last minute idea we never had bathing suits, so there was no choice but to jump in the water naked or in underwear. Most of us in PR don't wear underwear when it's very hot or at least me and my friends didn't wear any when too hot, and the cock rubbing and wrestling was a normal thing to do between my friends and me, and since we would pick an isolated area of the river no one complained or made fun of anyone having a hard on.

Even in an isolated area there was always men around looking at us wrestling, but we never cared or complained about it.

My friend Jose and I were always the first ones to get naked and wrestle in the water, he was always my opponent. We had the same body build, and I was very attracted to him. Jose and I used to wrestle a lot but nothing more than just rubbing our dicks together, we never came but it was so hot.

Finally one day at the river it was about ten of us that day and there were two other guys that joined us in our naked wrestling routine.

Jose and I went at it, we started to wrestle and we were so hard that we locked up in a bearhug, balls to balls, dick to dick, chest to chest. I remember looking around and everybody got quiet, just looking at us, I didn't care about anything or anyone. I felt electricity running thru my body, I was ready to cum and I could feel his dick throbbing. We were standing in the water and it wasn't deep and our bodies were visible, we finally came on each other's stomachs. We were moaning like we were the only ones in there. There were some of the guys jerking off looking at us and others just rubbing dicks with each other. After that Jose and I got together a couple of times and went at it. Then he moved to Florida and I never heard of him again.

The last time I had a cock to cock encounter was about ten years ago, it was with my best friend's husband. We couldn't stand each other and a couple of times we were about to get into fights, but my best friend Carmen always broke off the fights. Carmen always wanted me and her husband Eddie to get along, since Carmen and I grow up together and we were like brother and sister. One day Carmen persuaded Eddie and me to hang one night and finally get along.

When I arrived at Carmen's house she was leaving. She left me and the fucking guy alone, I couldn't believe it. She knew how much we hated each other. She told me she was hanging with my sister and that she would be staying at my Mom's house and to please stay over till she returned next day to have lunch together. I agreed, I would only do it for her. She gave me a kiss and went out the door. When I walked in the living room, there he was watching TV.

He was in a very good mood, and handed me a beer and told me to sit down. I sat down and started to ask what he was watching to make a lil conversation. We kept on drinking and watching TV and no conversation at all, so I decided to stay quiet. For some reason I got the need to get up and beat him up, but decided not to, and since I was staying decided to take a shower and told him that. He told me to hurry up cuz he wanted to shower and go to sleep. I didn't respond and kept on walking and went to shower.

Eddie is a very attractive guy but I was never attracted to him, I just couldn't stand him, we had the same build, back then he was about 30 yo.

Not even 5 min in the shower and he started to knock on the door for me to hurry up. I just wanted to avoid any confrontations and told him I was almost done. When I got out of the shower there was no towel, and I asked him to bring me one and he responded by telling me to get it myself. I stayed in the bathroom and when he walked in naked, I noticed how beautiful he was and how well built he was.

There we were in the bathroom, standing in front of each other naked. I was getting a lil hard and I was embarrassed by it, I didn't want him to tell Carmen about me being hard cuz of him and on top of that spread the rumor that I was gay.

I thanked him for not bringing me the towel and asked him if he can at least lend me shorts and he told me to get them from the room. He was standing by the bathroom door and when I was leaving the bathroom to get the shorts our dicks touched and I got an immediate erection and him too. I walked in his room to get the shorts when he walked in and asked me if I found the shorts, he was still naked and hard as a rock and so was I.

Before I could even find the shorts he pushed me on the bed and jumped on me, we started to rub our dicks together furiously, wildly and intensely. Rolling around in the bed, it was almost like a fight and I started to struggle and rub his dick even harder and we started to kiss, jerking each other off, exploring our bodies.

We did it about 3 times that night, twice on the bed and once in the shower, and the next day in the morning before Carmen came back from my Mom's house, and each time we came together. In the morning before the last encounter I asked him if he had ever done that and he told me no, but he always wanted to, and I asked him if he had that plan and the answer was no. After that Carmen came back and we were laughing and watching TV. Carmen couldn't believe it, me neither. After that we were supposed to get together again but that's when I came to NY. We're still in touch and we can't wait to see each other again.

That was the last time I got into hot frottage, 10 years ago. Eventually I had lost faith in humanity, but after finding this website by accident there's hope for me again. Can't wait to meet other people.

PS

You can definitely post my story and attach my e-mail address.

Can't wait to meet other guys into some heavy cock 2 cock action.

Feel free to do any corrections! I was trembling with excitement when writing that story going back to those flashbacks.

I want to thank you for ur website.

When I saw your site I was shocked. All this time I thought there was something wrong with me for not being into anal and oral. It's like been sent to prison for 10 years for something you think was your fault and then finding out you were innocent all that time.

Every time I got into a fight I had this sexual feeling that I couldn't explain along with guilt I felt thinking that that was not normal. And I used to jerk off thinking of guys I didn't like or get along with. Even my gay friends used to tell me that that was wrong.

Thanx again! You are my Warrior Hero!

Carlos


Reply from Founding Warrior Bill

"All this time I thought there was something wrong with me for not being into anal and oral. It's like been sent to prison for 10 years for something you think was your fault and then finding out you were innocent all that time."

Wow -- what a powerful post from Warrior Carlos

There are three themes in this post that we've heard from many other warriors.

And hearing them as we have, over and over again, these themes with personal variations but always the same themes, is one of the ways we have of knowing just how natural and normal cockrub and wrestling are, and too of recognizing the amount of denigration we've all had to suffer just because we love a way of having sex that's primal, safe, hot, and masculine.

(Indeed, a recent email correspondent said to me about Hyacinthine Love, "I always thought there was something called masculine sex. This helps define it." And that's exactly right -- cock2cock and dick2dick define masculine sex.)

Listen to Carlos:

First theme: "The cock rubbing and wrestling was a normal thing to do between my friends and me, and since we would pick an isolated area of the river no one complained or made fun of anyone having a hard on."

So cockrub and wrestling are natural, innocent, and primeval, something that Carlos and his friends discover as teens in the warm, lush, tropical landscape of their native land.

No one has to teach them about it, no one has to "break them in" or "initiate" them, they just do it on their own, naturally and innocently, and so remind us of Parzival and other heroes, uncorrupted sons of nature pure in the yearning of their hearts.

Second theme:

"Every time I got into a fight I had this sexual feeling that I couldn't explain along with guilt I felt thinking that that was not normal. And I used to jerk off thinking of guys I didn't like or get along with."

Those feelings, like his boyhood wrestling, is Carlos' experience of his natural male sex aggression, something that many of his fellow warriors have written about, including Warriors Andrew64, Stockpeck, Patrick, NYBox43, Bradwrestle, Rob , Argaeus Argo here in Personal Stories, Cumbat1, Naked Wrestler, Biggun, Naval Dickfiter, Pete in About Dickfighting and a host of others -- ck out Warriors Speak for a complete list.

And what those men are talking about is their natural male desire to fight and through fighting bond with other men, the way Carlos did with Eddie. That union of sex with aggression, that passage through rage to love which has been described by The Cockster as the moment when fighting cocks become mating cocks, is natural and normal and part of being male.

But in our society, as Naked Wrestler writes about in The Ultimate in Man2Man, it's been suppressed.

Third theme:

"Even my gay friends used to tell me that that was wrong."

Sadly, Carlos has been put down for wanting to follow his instincts, and bond with other men in a way that's natural and safe, that expends aggressive energy in an affiliative way and results in ejaculatory unions that are both safe and celebratory -- Warrior Don F has a lot to say about that.

So this is the problem and enemy we face -- a gay male culture that's committed to a form of "sex," anal penetration, which is dangerous, dirty, and demeaning, and which supports promiscuity and effeminacy.

While that same gay male culture punishes its fellow gay and bi men for having or even just wanting to have sex that's safe and clean, that honors masculinity, and, because of its genital-to-genital full-body intensity, encourages deep and lasting bonds between men.

That culture is dead wrong, it turns the world upside down, it demands that men who have sex with men choose a poor substitute for sex, anal penetration, and with it promiscuity and effeminacy, while rejecting true sex, sex that only two men can have, sex that's phallic, masculine, and heroic.

Anal culture is incredibly destructive -- it eats its children and would, if we let it, destroy us all.

Our task is to oppose it. To say no to it. To challenge it at every turn by living, like Carlos, our own, true, warrior lives.

Thank you Carlos.

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